Archive for January 5, 2016


2015 sucked. 2016 isn’t looking any better.

I knew New Years wasn’t a magic wand. It’s not like the clock strikes midnight and someone waves a magic wand and everything changes.

I knew i would awake to the same stress and problems. They didn’t get left behind in 2015.

If only life was like a dry erase board and a swift swipe of a napkin could erase everything. If only …

But, no.

The hubby is still sick.
I’m still stuck. In my mothers house. In a job that isn’t sufficient enough to live independently.

I know problems just don’t go away. I don’t mind putting the effort to make things better.

I just feel I have been fighting for so long. I have been clawing with bare hands and chipped finger nails at a concrete wall for so long. I know I will make it out on the other side.

I just don’t know what kind of person will be standing on that side.

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